In an earlier post I mentioned that from an early age I didn't dare go to sleep in the dark without my face covered.

Psychologists would have a field day with me. 

Well I have many versions of the world-famous night 'hag' that I can relay to you.  You know the sleep paralysis combined with a visitor stalking you across the room, or pressure on you.

Mine is a little at odds with this though.

Mine has been lights and paralysis.  I have had sleep paralysis and versions of lucid dreaming since I was ...
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Stranger still

Once again going back many years, I was reading a certain book when on going to bed I had a very unusual experience.

In between dozing off, I opened my eyes - I know I opened them, and wasn't dreaming.  I saw a light shining above my pillow.  I thought to myself 'There is an orb over my pillow' (like you do!)

Instantly on recognising it, it had an affect on me, that I can only describe as hilarious.  It somehow incurred pressure on my throat.  It was also exponential.  As I watche...
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(yeh...who am I kidding...)

the joys of being an empath

I'm going to tell you a strange story now.

Some years ago while I had M.E. and I was in the recovery-remit-relapse stage I used to often sleep during the afternoons (nothing too strange about that I hear you say)

Except for one day when I woke from a bad dream in which I was watching people being hung.  During the dream some I knew some people were guilty, some innocent and the way they were being hung reflected this (facing or away from the...
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...but do I really?

To start with I am going to say that I have absolutely NO idea why anyone would want to seek out such an experience.  I have been plagued with it for as long as I can remember.  I hated it all my life.

The amount of people I have met who say they wish they could see a ghost, or meet a loved one who has departed always astounds me.  Deeper still the fascination with all things otherworldly - in any format intrigues me.

Why Uncle Tom Cobbley would make such an effort - and the ...
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I didn't set out to 'see' energy.  'it found me' I would say.

It started in earnest not long after I had become ill, and commenced my spiritual 'awakening' (against my wishes, believe me!)  I went kicking and screaming.

The capacity was there all along.  I had just blocked it I realise that now.

So what would happen was it would flicker like an old flourescent lightbulb coming on when cold.  I would be relaxed, resting and I would notice a door handle would have a coloured 'glow' or I would be c...
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